All I asked for was something that is real, won’t flood away, lie, I cannot or won’t have to think about people and their troubles… Shouldn’t I be able, grown, sure enough and good to get the dream that I want this time around. The one the have the same idea of living not having toe enough to get whomever I wanted? I have never been drawn to a person in that way, or correction – I am in the middle of my two. Should I go for unstable a few years, then to family home dream that i hope exists somewhere around hidden in a place where I silently scream by the top of my lounge.
When you love someone you, you different feelings, thoughts, pictures and all that pops up inside where you imagine your world. The reason mostly being that I didn’t do dare to say that. But hanging, chilling all if us. Shall say that when they think it closed they pay less intention, but I cannot stay with unchangeable serious if replays. We have to moo slowly, but forward. I love, care and wish I had a huge enough place and enough wealth for all my loved to come and go as they self-want end, never thinking about money, food and have a worry free life forever. This of course I wish for all you out there and it will come faster than you can imagine and it hits you like a carousel, me wanting to jump off roof, of course, I have no idea of who I am anymor
Endless searching, the lines will go forever a when they finally found the place for difference and a talent spelled in diamonds and gold. These late months I had a few troubling situations, I have lost time and a lot. My hallucinations are worse than ever and the voices.. Do I now also lose my true love if I do not listen to the good boys talking? Shouldn’t the bad boys lessons be over by now – 34 This Winter, life goes to fast and all I wish for in addition is a strong, healthy, cozy, romantic and loving man that’s loyal. There’s no need for games. Because whatever it is I normally knows.. It’s hard to try when I don’t know what I’m doing or know what the answer is.. You have to understand it’s the change, once in a lifetime. So then, do you believe enough to take the leap?
Is it the meaning to throw myself after everybody like they’re paper to glue, I’m guessing they either don’t get it or live in the world where we really don’t know right from wrong, left from right or life or death. It’s the spaces where people stopped up and asked themselves. What kind of life they want. Because everything is possible, once you made it and you all know it inside, the small voice that tell us what’s the great path our real dream in life, the one wish you ould get from the universe.