Summer is sneaking up on us, slowly, luring us to think it’s here. Like a demon, the weather play its tricks and do whatever it want. Mainly because there’s no telling if these demons will show themselves. They destroy me, us, humans, relationships, animals, the planet and fighting them alone is a no go! Life is not about facing all my problems, neither are you! And as the ticks away I’m sure that you will see the soul under my layers…
It’s like getting shocked, but the feeling is all about magnetism and connection. It’s the feeling of energy, chemistry and a bound that was there from day one! You are the one that makes me feel like an almost person and you can eventually get me out of the prison inside my head… Loving somebody Like me is not always easy. We make so many stupid rules with our lives. Have to wait for the perfect time, cannot be in a relationship now, just broke up with someone, I have to blabla last…. In my eyes you are all bullshitting and throwing lies in our faces. Because if you love someone, the rules are gone and all you want is for them to be happy and have a wonderful, healthy and wealthy life. We have all been hurt, I’ve been crushed so many times that I have contemplated to end it all. The struggle is real and so fucking lonely!
For us to open up and let someone else inside again is not anything I’m doing. But I still help the ones whom I love and care for! My family says I’m naive, gullible, but rather that then cynical!