I want to be someone, like the people I see on the streets. But my life is not like that. I live with a broken mind, a mind with another reality.
I wish I was like you, like you, looking and feeling “normal”. Not being sick, sick from my own thoughts. Not having a mental state of mind.
But there is a life and it is unfair. The card has been dealt and I got all the bad ones. But I do not mean being out of control.
Still I smile, and you see me thinking like you. “Normal”, but I am a broken soul. My mind is reprogrammed, like another reality as a TV-show.
So I write and sing this song, maybe someone will understand. But I doubt that you do, this experience is not for us all. You have to go through it yourself. It is the beating heart of love that is keeping me going on.