Once more the stupidness arises and the ashes will not settle when we wish for the light. Theres no fire nor is there heat or another day should not pass. Where ever they follow you they seem to be wrongly independless and poor at heart. When life turns the other wheel the money talks in the blackness of the shadow of a ghost where there once was a soul. The life you once lived is not yours anymore, you lost it to heroin and shit all day long. The more you sink in and the more you dissapear in a hot stone tub where you will melt away.
Wether you are young or an old soul should have a richous way and lead strong infront of the headline of your path instead of the destruction where you have no where back. When i see your glass stone cold face and shape i just want to spit acid in your face. The shouting and namecalling appareantly never gets old for some of you ignorant idiotic folks. I wish for you a better hell but when you meet lucifer he will never let you ever return back to the realm you are from. Once your dead the darkness will kill your soul and your eyes will blast away. The bombs inside your heart will burst on and on and when someone plays a song the longing will be strong. The nights and the evenings are probably the worst for you who does not realize that you lost all you are worth. Are you really healthy, wealthy or well or are you all just sociopath on a distructed way?
Nor do i ask for an answer from the stupid but the good souls will always be here to let you know the difference. So if you see someone smiling there is a chance for redemption, but hey think now you will always burn in hell!
Whenever in a cricis who do you call? Do you really always shout for your mom in the darkness of the corner where you sleep or are you just a little bitch that wont let go something neat. Someones who is patient will soonly let go of a someone who think they know someone. In this country we are seeing death every day but hey you are still quiet on facebook.no or?
Leaving one world is the easiest thing but what about all your poisions that will burn your stakes. Are you really so afraid of the dna in your vains or is it the way you are living your fucked up lives?
Reality check hey you people out there are you really so death to the tone in your ears? Have you again lost the ability to think for yourselves or are you under a fucked up whore spell?
The longer the wait the easier the leaving thinking i do not even care about nothing. But i really do care but i cannot stand all this bullshit from the wrongness and racism towards my own persona that you throw my way! The pitty party for you who call yourselves the lost party is shameless and utterly aweful to be comparing yourselves with someone who is outside the four walls of hell. Rather staying in a place where you live in your head with a vhs spinning on wheels on the decks.
Zoning will never be a way to repent but the further you sail the easier wave…
Another day, week, month goes by in this place we call a city, like an awfull cloud it feels like an epedemic hit my earth. And all the people are walking around like zombieplanes and woreholes. Nevertheless this place we call Oslo is so badly hurt that it pains me to see all the eyes made of stoneglass. Lately i have been contemplating why, but also realizing how it all came to this. There are so many innocent humans that goes through a living hell and turning into drug addicts because of jealousy and betray.
The worst thing is looking around and seeing all the people walking around town. Thus i really care for humans, this is not something everyone should see. Breathing, being alive is so precious and humbling, but no one really cares when they set a needle in their arms. Killing souls because they think they will get money or a parden, from whom i ask myself every single day? Unless someone comes soon there will be few left, but does that really matter when some of them started this epedemic?
Listening to the stupid people talk is getting to much thinking they are worthy somethimg more than they put themselves on. Really, should you get a grip, taking your own life back instead of listening to others saying bad things about you or someone else. I do not live in the place where i grew up, nor in my motherland where i really want to go. The furter this goes, the more people and families you all hurt and all i can do is wait it out, think and be patient. But i am grown up now realizing what is right and wrong. Finally i found myself back again and in dragons year i will always rule from now on!
Some are sore, some are hurt, others are in pain and a dying soul. But why should i save people who blame my name and kill me digitally? There are so many questions in my head, opening up all my eyes, and channels my energy to left and right. I wonder why no one sees the truth when they look into the morror? Do you really see deathness inside your soul or do you think you are beautiful???