I Feel


We walk around on this earth like we own this place. But in reality we borrow “time, destroy the planet, each other, some chose hate instead of love and only think of themselves. How did it come to this, how did humans come to believe that we rule alone? When the truth is that we could not exist without animals!

I have to say I feel sorry for humanity and the future of you lost souls! Hopefully my blood will try to make this world a better place for everybody, both animals and humans. Yes it is true we are different, some are vegans, vegetarians, eat meat and so on. The thing is that there is no right answer for this, because of the difference in humans, rich verses poor, healthy verses sick. When I am alone I always cry, because the thought of life makes me sad. In this world there are so many rich people, but what good does that do when humans spend their money on things and cruelty to destroy others? You should try to give back to society, help the ones in need, stand up for the weak and make your time here worth your while! It is not important to have a big house, all the materials things or a lot of money if you do not live with your heart and soul!

I know all this, as I always wanted everything, but as I grew older I see what really is important! Live with your heart on your sleeves, let people know when you are not OK, do not fake your life, do not chase things and do not let money lead your way! Live with a wealthy heart, healthy soul and always choose happiness! Because when you do not have anything left, love and heart is everything. Coming home to someone who cares, ask you how your day was, feed you, hug you, love you and never judge you! It is not where you live that counts, it is how you live your life. If someone smiles to you when you are out walking, smile back – because we are all the same, no matter where we are from!

This world makes me so sad, because there are still people who believe that they are worth more than others just because they have grown up with people who put bad thoughts in their head!

As a child from an orphanage, an orphan, I have so much to be thankful for! I am thankful for my korean family, that gave me the chance to a new life filled with love, my norwegian family for giving me good values, a country with a health system and the love from people whom I truly love! There are no words that I can use to describe to you how my heart really feels, all I can say is that I am blessed to be experiencing love on a daily base from myself again now!

Of course I would give my all to meet my korean family, but I also know how heartbreaking it can be for my biological parents to admit that they had to give me up. So if you see this or if i get to meet you before I leave this world; I am humbled, thankful  and blessed in life! I have a heart of gold and a motherland that accepts me for me!

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Love,

김유화

My heart and soul


I’m going back to the place I’m born.

Learning the language is the first steppingstone.

I open the books, the words unknown.

But I keep studying hard and going on.

I’m looking for you because my family is unknown.

I want to share how my life went on.

Now I’m ready and you should know.

I grew up in a home with love.

The life I could have and now I’m going home.

To the last place, I was before I was sent to the unknown.

I’m thankful for my life and my dearest parents I want you to know.

I will always love you with my heart and soul, waiting for you to call me home.

나의 심장, 나의 영혼으로

나는 내가 태어난 곳으로 돌아간다.

한국어 배움은 그 길로 가는 첫 번째 디딤돌이다.

책을 열지만, 알 수 없는 언어로 가득 차 있다.

나는 열심히 배울 것이고, 멈추지 않을 것이다.

나는 당신을, 알려지지 않은 나의 가족을 찾는다.

나의 지나간 삶에 대해 당신과 공유하길 원한다.

지금 나는 준비가 되어 있고, 당신이 알기를 원한다.

내가 사랑이 가득한 가정에서 자랐다는 것을

나는 지금 과거의 삶과 집으로 돌아간다.

내가 미지의 세계로 보내지기 전에 있었던 곳으로

감사로 가득한 나의 삶과 사랑하는 나의 부모님을 당신에게 보여주고 싶다.

나는 당신을 뜨거운 심장과 영혼을 다하여 사랑할 것이고, 여기서 당신의 전화를 기다릴 것이다.