Trying To Be Happy


As for being pregnant and alone going on week 19 my my body is slowly growing bigger and changing even more. The weight gain is honestly the worst thing in the whole universe, but still, I know it is necessary for my little one. But I cannot help but think; why should I gain weight … Continue reading Trying To Be Happy

Wake Up Call


there comes a time in your life when you realize the truth about those who were suppose to be your so called "family. after all the abuse i have been through in the past and finding out i am pregnant i have been thinking about this a lot. because bringing my innocent baby into a … Continue reading Wake Up Call

With A Tongue Unknown


i have found some humans that i have a life in common with. these humans are all korean adoptees that have come back to korea to speak up for themselves. as i have done this for years now online i am humbled content and somewhat sad in my soul. but the sadness is because the … Continue reading With A Tongue Unknown

For The Love Of Honesty


there is a few things i wish to say to clear my mind as well for my heart. in 2004 my love died from me just 2days before his 25birthday. we had our lives and shared our words but not enough time here on earth. as i have kept his letters but lost his belongings … Continue reading For The Love Of Honesty